Happy Valentines Day !

Ok..
So the most Fret over and largely celebrated day among the teens as well as anyone who values love more than anything is finally here xP

I honestly never celebrated this day (Forever Alone Girl) and i don't really know how it must feel to spend this day with the one you love the most but still...

 For all those who truly loved someone with all their heart regardless of all the good and bad in them this song by Avril is one of the best one to express your feelings
For me also, this song hold not just one but few very precious memories.
Even if things are different now, these things can never ever change.
And of course this is for all the anime lovers out there also *-*
Lol i guess i am getting carried away xD 

Anyway, i don't know about you guys but for me this day has been unusually boring , had to empty out my room for painting, entertain my newly shifted little cousin and spent rest of the time crafting hearts with nobody to give it to :P (height of being forever alone :P)
But at-least i am not the only person alone today
Aligarh has been infected with swine flu preventing people from going out
So as a 'certain someone' said that if we cant enjoy this day today then why should they? xD

Anyway i hope everyone had a nice Day today ^^
and here is a little example of my lonesome heart xD
A Very Happy Valentine's Day everyone ♥\( *-* )
May You have an unforgettable day xD

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Finally Happy New Year!

Finally the long awaited year end is here

This year has been extremely eventful

and full of all sort of emotions

a little bit of heart break, a little bit of sadness, exam stresses :P but after that it was all happiness, excitement, togetherness, and creating so many memories with everyone precious to me

i know that these years would come and go and these people may change or not be what they were back then but what we had all had in those moments shall mean everything to me and be remembered for a lifetime.

This may seem like a mere tissue but it is very precious to me
there are people from that time whose name might not be mentioned here but still those are also just precious.

 

This year taught me a lot.
I lost some really precious people who meant so much to me but i am not sad about it because they also taught me some important lessons and i would like to thank them for it
And losing people isn't the only thing i got.
instead i gained  people who became such great friends and changed everything for me when i had least expected it.
Became my strength and encouraged me when i needed it the most.

On My Birthday which i was expecting to be a lonely depressing one, i got a surprise parcel from some unknown person and i was shocked and close to tears when i saw  this inside.
This may look like an ordinary mug but this is a magic mug with a picture he attached on it from my childhood times with me and my close group of cousins and sisters :)
This was so far the best birthday gift i could ever receive.
This was a surprise from my brother Ashay and this was the first start of all the good things happening to me in this year.
Thank You so much bro for making it all so special for me :)

And the end of this year has been used in the best possible way.
An all girls day out with my friends and sister :D
watched movies hangout and even met these little cuties xD

At the end of it all
i would say that this year ended with 0 regrets and only positivity :)
Hope this new year will be much greater than the previous one
and create much more beautiful memories :)

Happy New Years everyone!

Dont Say you Love me

So My sister was listening to 'Heaven candlelight version' in her room with her husband and i could hear the song all the way to my room
and then lines started coming on their own in my head

i think its more than a year since i have written something 

so this is what i ended up with

i know its so not perfect but what can u expect for after more than a year later writing? =P

anyway

for those who cant read my hand writing xD

Here goes:

Don’t say you love me
When you don’t really care
Don’t tell me you'll wait for me
When you aren’t even sure
i have lived through once
In the life of ultimate fairy-tale romance

And getting my hopes up that someday

This girlish dream would come true

But alas!

The expected heartbreak had to come

To shatter all my beliefs

And wake me up from the childish dreams

Don’t even try to reach me

When you are looking elsewhere

Coz i am no longer a child

To believe in such sweet nothingness

So leave me alone with my solitude

Because when there was no one left for me

It’s the only thing which remained

So don’t dare to tell me to trust another person

Coz i am already done

Believing and getting deceived at the end,

I appreciate your efforts and everything you give

But what’s the surety that you won’t betray me the same?

So please try to understand my friend

I am better off alone

written and ©S.Naila Ahsan