Trapped in Love

I am sure many of us stays in a relationship despite how much the person they love hurts them

they cant seem to get out of that relationship or get themselves to break up with that person, even if that person is just toying with them, taking them for granted or taking advantage of their affection or perhaps that other person is too immature and cant seem to understand how much they are hurting us unconsciously but still ... 

like an idiot we love them too much to let go of them regardless of everything...

 This is for all of you ...

For Those Who Cant Read My Handwriting here it is:

Like A Voodoo Doll You Hold My Heart

Poking And Hurting Or Caressing Softly

You're The One To Hold The Strings

Making Me Crave You and Torment Me From Within

You Very Well Know All The Tricks Around

Just A Little Sweetness Is All It Takes
To Keep Me By Your Side Like A Dog Sitting On The Ground
But Is It All Am I To You?
A Little Puppet To Dance For You?
Satisfying Your Needs Whenever You Want
With No Say Or Whatsoever And Follow All Your Commands?

Sure My Love For You Is No Lie
But If That's How You Wanna Play This Game Than I Beg To You
Please Crush This Heart And Let Me Die...

Written and © S.Naila Ahsan

Dont Say you Love me

So My sister was listening to 'Heaven candlelight version' in her room with her husband and i could hear the song all the way to my room
and then lines started coming on their own in my head

i think its more than a year since i have written something 

so this is what i ended up with

i know its so not perfect but what can u expect for after more than a year later writing? =P

anyway

for those who cant read my hand writing xD

Here goes:

Don’t say you love me
When you don’t really care
Don’t tell me you'll wait for me
When you aren’t even sure
i have lived through once
In the life of ultimate fairy-tale romance

And getting my hopes up that someday

This girlish dream would come true

But alas!

The expected heartbreak had to come

To shatter all my beliefs

And wake me up from the childish dreams

Don’t even try to reach me

When you are looking elsewhere

Coz i am no longer a child

To believe in such sweet nothingness

So leave me alone with my solitude

Because when there was no one left for me

It’s the only thing which remained

So don’t dare to tell me to trust another person

Coz i am already done

Believing and getting deceived at the end,

I appreciate your efforts and everything you give

But what’s the surety that you won’t betray me the same?

So please try to understand my friend

I am better off alone

written and ©S.Naila Ahsan